the results of blahh

the results of blahh can be good or bad or very very awkward. im not entirely sure which one yet, i think bad through awkward with the result of good :) eventually...
its like the the cycle of friendships

• you get to know each other
• you like what you know so you become closer
• and closer
• and closer
• to the point where you know the bad stuff as well
• but you accept/ignore the bad because, well because they let you in
• then something happens an epiphany or an event and you see them the real them the good the bad and the ugly.
• you fight, you cry, you kick up a big fuss and pray that its not true
• then theres the silence, for a few days months or even years when you either wait for them or get on with your life
• but then you se them again
• and you try again

but sometimes the cycle breaks,

and it kills because all the love and time you put into that friendship it all comes back, comes back as anger and sadness and bitterness and so many other things that never crossed your mind when you started to get them

but where do we stand?

let me know

please

Gerks

xoxo