I got told today the only thing getting in between me and what i want to know is the fact that im to curious. and theres me sitting there like YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH! its stopped me before, im almost never satisfied with the answers i get. unless of course the answer is love. in which case there are no further questions. 10 years thats all i've got its divided into 3 chunks a) 4 years to get myself together and get everything i need and sort everything out b)3 and a 1/2 years of complete being on fire of starting what i need to start c) 3 and a 1/2 years of fighting for the only thing thats remained constant in my life, the only thing i have hope in.
and then we take it from there.
if what i've heard is true, i doubt i'll make it that long.
just dont tell anyone i like to give of a 'imma beat you cos i wont die' kinda attitude.
im lucky i guess, i turn 16 in 6 days. if i look back at my life, and all the stuff i've been put i or got myself into, it's a miracle i made it this far. thats the thing though, my curiosity/desire gets me there my head/heart gets me out. i wish this they could see that. any yes what you desire and what your heart wants are 2 different things.
thats all then
gerks
xoxo
